It's not nice knowing someone is falling apart but as you said you're stubborn. Obviously you know how you deal with things by now so I hope you feel better as soon as possible.
Doubt I will, but thanks, I guess.
Why can't you talk to anyone about it? How can you fix it but not fix it? Oh and in my opinion it's probably worse that you're forcing yourself to fall apart...
Because that’s how I am, stuck in my ways. I know how to help myself by talking to someone, but at the same time I struggle to talk to people about my problems.
I'm glad you're feeling better physically. I know it's shitty and difficult to talk to someone but it might help sort out what's going on in your head or find another way of letting it out. You can't keep carrying stuff with you everywhere you go, it's probably already started destroying you, just don't let it get worse. You owe yourself that.
Unfortunately, I can’t talk to anyone about this. And yeah, I know, I’m already falling apart in my head, but I’m quite stubborn and set in my ways about things and until it basically breaks me, I don’t think I’ll learn otherwise. I’m not sure what’s worse, knowing that I’m falling apart or knowing that I can fix it but at the same time I can’t.
Why are you mentally not ok?
It’s like the apocalypse inside my head right now. Some would say it isn’t fun.
Mentally and physically
Mentally - fuck no
Physically - almost
Hope you're feeling better my lovely.
Mentally or physically?
Five Stages of Grief
Fuck….. I think I need to shave then…